Tuesday, March 9, 2010

A Vent of Sorts....

I decided to go ahead and take a stab at blogging again. I've attempted it a few times in the past and got started on a good routine, only to give up and forget all about it. This time around, I'm not so sure the case is going to be any different. With school and work pretty much holding me hostage I barely have time to sleep, much less do anything I want to do.

A day in the life of Jessica Tate consumes of waking up at 6:00 AM, well really, 6:15-6:20AM. What can I say, I love to sleep until the last possible second and then have to rush to make it out the door in time to get where I need to go. On Monday, Wednesday, Friday I get to go to work at Hope Lutheran Church and School. If that isn't exhausting enough on Tuesday and Thursday I trek to Levelland for class. I pretty much workout from 8:00AM until 2:15 with a 45 minute lunch. If I'm not buff by the end of the semester something is up! ;-) I come home each afternoon and attempt to study and do homework, failing miserably for the most part. I usually crash around 10:00 and it all starts over the next day! FUN FUN!

So, if I still have any readers AFTER that boring ramble, kudos to you for sticking around and not falling asleep! Sorry, no awards though, I'm a starving college student in dire need of attention! ;-)

What I really am needing/wanting to vent about is things that have transpired this last week and a half. Well, really, they've been happening a lot longer but I've sat and thought about them more this week than I have before.

I've been on the bad side of some huge negativity lately. It ranged from being bashed on Facebook to things that probably weren't even blatant. I'm sorry, but if you're going to take pot shots at me on Facebook, grow a set because that's just low, even for amoebas on fleas on rats. Needless to say, I made amends with the one's who matter, those who wanna dish out punches below the belt may do so. I've made peace with those who matter to me.

Also, I've been the brunt of ridicule for things that I haven't even done. This stems back to April 2009, yeah, it's been simmering for that long. Watch out, this volcano is about to erupt! I'm being punished by certain people who will remain nameless because of someone I'm associated with doing something wrong. And this is for stuff that happened almost a year ago when none of us where in our right minds! Get over it, and don't dislike me because I'm associated with the person who did wrong to you. I didn't do it, thanks for lumping me into something I have no control over. I guess I shouldn't care what people think of me but that's easier said than done, especially when it's the certain nameless people I'm referring to. Ouch. Thanks for giving me a chance.

My theme for the past week is don't assume. Take off the last three letters of that word and that's exactly what you are when you do assume. Yep, we're all guilty of it, it's just been happening to me in exponential numbers.

Wow, this turned out a tad bit more angry than I intended. If you are still with me, double kudos to you, but still no awards to be handed out. (peaks at bank account) Yep, my financial situation hasn't changed from five minutes ago, sorry!

I think I need to blog more often, even if not many read it, it's still a magnificent way for me to vent and get things off of my chest. It's my diary screaming out loud!

'Til next time, have a good'n!

Quote of the day: You just have to live your life not caring what they think and shake off the drama, and prove to them that you're better than they think you are!


Mary McDonald said...

Vent away! That's why blogs were created. :-D

ModernDayDrifter said...

Boy, does it make me feel better too! I need to do this more often!

AmazingGraceTX said...

vent, vent vent!!!!!!